FUCK IT.
I had to work today. It rained all fucking day. So stupid. I wish I lived in Florida. That'd be nice. I'm sure it didn't rain in Florida today. Ha, sike idk. I'm just saying random stuff that comes to mind because I'd like to talk to someone and my boyfriend is not talking to me right now. You know what's really good? Cheddar peppers! MMMMMMMHMMMMM, hell yeah. I had one today at Sonic and it was like an orgasm in my mouth. Well, I guess you gotta like hot stuff to like this. I finished another scholarship application today. I still have two more to go. Hopefully I'll have them done this week. The only day this week I don't have anything to do is Friday. And Justin works Friday, so does Mariah! Wtf? I'm not gonna have anything to do. Oh well, I guess I can sit home and give myself a facial and paint my nails or something. NOT. Hmmm, fuckmylife.
♥
hugs and pugs
365 days of my life.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Friday, March 25, 2011
:(
I'm sad because the Jersey Shore season finale was last night. I'm sad because tumblr's being stupid! I'm sad because I have to work tonight.
BooMTV.
BooTumblr.
BooSonic.
BooMTV.
BooTumblr.
BooSonic.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
:)
I'm having a pretty good day. Yesterday was good too. :) Work is kicking my ass. I'm more and more tired everyday. The good thing is, I'm making money. I have a lot to do that I haven't done. Like essays for scholarship applications. But yet, I'm happy...whattt?
& It's all because of you. ♥
& It's all because of you. ♥
Friday, March 18, 2011
Shitty Friday
I'm sure you've noticed I've sort of strayed from the 365 idea. I might decide to start it back, or I might not.
You know, it's funny that I always seem to have a lot on my mind until I actually log in to my blogspot and try and put it all together.
What sucks even more is half the things I want to say, I can't say.
How do I make myself desirable?
I just wish there was some way I could cut myself off from the world for a whole 24 hours. I lied, 48 hours sounds a hell of a lot better. I just wanna be alone. I just want someone to miss me. I wish I never left your mind.
If you love me, tell me you love me. If you see me as pretty, tell me I'm pretty.
I don't know where I'm going with this. I'm just having a late night ramble. I'm sick of my life. I want change. I want to make you happy. I want us to be happy, together. I try so hard.
Fuck school. Fuck work. Fuck everything in my life.
I know this sounds like I'm just putting myself down for attention, but these are my feelings. I can't pick and choose how I feel. I don't give a fuck what anyone else thinks about this. I just need to let it out somehow.
I want you to want me.
You know, it's funny that I always seem to have a lot on my mind until I actually log in to my blogspot and try and put it all together.
What sucks even more is half the things I want to say, I can't say.
How do I make myself desirable?
I just wish there was some way I could cut myself off from the world for a whole 24 hours. I lied, 48 hours sounds a hell of a lot better. I just wanna be alone. I just want someone to miss me. I wish I never left your mind.
If you love me, tell me you love me. If you see me as pretty, tell me I'm pretty.
I don't know where I'm going with this. I'm just having a late night ramble. I'm sick of my life. I want change. I want to make you happy. I want us to be happy, together. I try so hard.
Fuck school. Fuck work. Fuck everything in my life.
I know this sounds like I'm just putting myself down for attention, but these are my feelings. I can't pick and choose how I feel. I don't give a fuck what anyone else thinks about this. I just need to let it out somehow.
I want you to want me.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
March 3-6
My weekend was amazing. It's too bad it's over and done with. I'm not looking forward to school in the morning. School really should start at like nine or ten. I would pay attention a lot better if that was the case. Tomorrow I have my Central placement test. I'm definitely not looking forward to that, but it's something that has to be done. What's taking you so long, Summer?
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
March 2, 2011
I can't wait to start my job. I have too much free time. I should be studying for my psychology test right now but I can't seem to open my book. I wanna go to sleep, but I can't.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
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