There is one thing I have that she doesn't. And that's you. ♥
Never take anyone for granted. Never.
Miss LE's finally over. :)
Monday, January 31, 2011
January 31, 2011
There is one thing I have that she doesn't. And that's you. ♥
Never take anyone for granted. Never.
Miss LE's finally over. :)
Sunday, January 30, 2011
January 28-30, 2011
I haven't been blogging lately because of Miss LE and everything. Praise God that's over with!
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
January 25, 2011
Thank you God for a great day. ♥ Miss LE's coming up soon and I really hope that I will do good and my nervous feelings will all go away by then.
Monday, January 24, 2011
January 24, 2011
For those of you who know me personally, I have a very low self esteem. It seems like that itself causes a lot of problems I have with myself and others. I just want to know I'm smart enough, skinny enough, pretty enough, funny enough, nice enough, and above all, good enough. It's hard not to think about things like that, but it happens.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
January 21-23, 2011
Obviously, it's the weekend. I haven't been writing much simply because I have been lazy. This weekend's been a little up and down. Things going right fall apart and things falling apart seem to shape back together again. I want to have a good solid week of just happiness. I wonder if that's even possible. On a different note, Miss LE is less than a week away and I just really am dreading it. I think it's making me stress more than anything.
FML
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
January 19, 2011
I can't ever seem to do right.
Get me out of this place. I can only take so much.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
January 18, 2011
Since I've been off the cruise, I've been a lot happier throughout the day. At least, I try to be...
Have you ever felt like you weren't good enough for someone? And in your mind, you're doing everything it takes to keep them happy and make it work between the two of you. But then sometimes they don't see it that way. And they find faults in you that were faults from your childhood. I'm sure everyone has felt this way at some point. Or, instead of not feeling good enough for someone maybe you felt like you weren't good enough for anyone. Not even for your parents, your teachers, or even your friends/peers. I guess that's the hard thing about life is that you can't please everyone and it's hard try to please everyone because you end up losing yourself and you forget who you are. I'm not trying to say I don't have faults. I have plenty just like everyone else. The most important thing to do to correct these faults is to put effort into avoiding them. It can't be done in one day, or two days, or a week, or a month. Change like that happens over time. And even though I hate Miley Cyrus, she was right when she said, everybody makes mistakes.
Monday, January 17, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
January 12, 2011
I got to see Justin today! :) I was happy about that. The sad thing is, I'm leaving tomorrow morning at four for the cruise so I won't be able to blog until Monday. :(
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
January 11, 2011
Today, the roads were still icey but Justin came to pick me up around three and we spent the rest of the day at his house. I had a good time and it was good seeing him again. I'm supposed to go on that stupid cruise tomorrow, so I really hope I get to see him tomorrow too. ♥ I really don't even know what I'm going to do without him for that long! It's going to suck. Well, they say absence makes the heart grow fonder. I hope that's true!
Monday, January 10, 2011
January 10, 2011
It snowed again today. The roads were so bad I wasn't able to hang out with Justin. I was really upset about that because it's supposed to be even worse tomorrow and I'm leaving for my cruise on Thursday. :(
Have you ever felt like you had so much to say to someone? So many feelings and emotions? But when you do start talking, they don't respond with what you were expecting? Then you feel stupid. I guess it could be worse though. It could always be worse.
I just have to remember that.
What do you do when you're having a bad day?
I usually like to crawl in my bed and listen to Bob Marley <3
Who did you last pinky promise with?
Justinnnn. <3
Are you one of those people who hate crying in front of others?
If I'm at school, I do.
Ever kissed someone who smokes?
Yeah.
Does anyone completely understand you?
Not completely, but pretty close to it.
Have you ever hung out with the last person you texted?
Yeah!
How many people do you completely trust?
Two, to a degree..
Ever kissed anyone starting with S or G?
Nahhh.
Do you believe what goes around comes around?
Of course!
How many piercings do you have?
Ears and cartilage.
Have you kissed more than one person since the start of 2009?
Yeah.
Have you ever kissed anyone who's name starts with an D?
Yeah.
Do you have a best friend?
Hello Mariah Kapri Monk.
Do you get along with guys?
Better than girls!
You're rude, aren't you?
If I don't like you.
How tall are you?
5 foot.
Do you text alot?
Yeahhh.
Do you fall for people easily?
Not until recently.
Your ex REALLY needs you at 3 am and you have a way to their house, what would you do?
I'm gonna have to pass.
Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
Yes.
Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
Yep.
Would you rather have long or short hair?
Long.
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Well duh!
What song did you hear last?
Freak a Leek - Petey Pablo.
Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
At school!
If you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you go?
Sure, why not!?
If you were given 10 million dollars to keep, what would you do?
If you read my previous post, you'd see I'd want to buy a black Range Rover sport. I'd probably give a lot to the children's hospital too.
Who did you last share a bed with?
Justin!
Anyone say they wanted to be with you forever?
Mhm.
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
It depends on if it's a mad feeling or a sad feeling.
Is anyone on your bad side right now?
Hahahahaha, yep.
If you ended up In jail, who would be most likely to end up in there with you?
Mariah! Hahaha.
Do you remember who you liked this time three months ago?
The same person <3
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Saturday, January 8, 2011
January 7 & 8, 2011
I didn't write yesterday because I went to the bowling alley with Justin and his friends and didn't get home until one in the morning. Things have gone really good for me these past two days. I found out I passed my probability and statistics class. I decided to go back to school second semester since I failed Advanced Composition. My schedule for next semester is:
1. Psychology - Pearson
2. Study Hall
3. Credit Recovery - Campbell
EARLY DISMISSAL
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
January 5, 2011
Today was an okay day. I'm still upset about my horrible news from yesterday. After school I went to look for a dress to escort Justin in for Mr. LE. Not much luck there. I figured it out. I'm okay with my body all except for my stomach! I've told people that and they tell me to do crunches and stuff. Look here, I am not athletic whatsoever and just two of those make me hurt. If I go on a diet I'll lose weight in other places I don't want to lose weight in though. Hm, not really sure what I should do.
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
January 4, 2011
I can say with 100% certainty today was the worst day of my life.
P.S. Justin and I have been 'Facebook official' for three months now. He had nothing to do with my horrible day though. He's wonderful. ♥
Monday, January 3, 2011
January 3, 2011
Today, I feel like answering questions.
Apple juice or orange juice?
I like grape juice, but apple sounds better than orange.
Are you a morning or night person?
Definitely a night person!
Which do you prefer, sweet or salty foods?
Salty, for sure!
Ninjas or pirates?
Pirates. Arggggg! :p
What was your favorite childhood television program?
When I was little, Barney. Growing up, Hey Arnold! or Rugrats.
Are you a collector of anything?
Nope.
If you could be any animal, what would you be?
Lion! I'd be married to the king of the jungle, which would make me a queen. :)
If you could have any superpower, what would it be?
To be invisible whenever I wanted.
What is usually your first thought when you wake up?
I usually think about the dream I had that night.
What do you usually think about right before falling asleep?
Before I fall asleep I talk to Justin so he's the last thing on my mind. :)
What's your favorite color?
Green!
What's your favorite animal?
Lions, giraffes and meerkats!
Do you believe in extraterrestrials or life on other planets?
Honestly, no.
Do you believe in ghosts?
To a degree, yeah.
Ever been addicted to a video/computer game? Which one(s)?
It's called Mediterranean Mahjong. Justin picks on me about playing it so much. :)
You're given 1 million dollars, what do you spend it on?
First I'd buy a black Range Rover Sport Edition, then I'd save the rest.
Have any bad habits?
Sure, don't we all?
List 3 of your best personality traits:
I'm sweet, caring and funny.
List 3 of your worst personality traits:
Sometimes I'm selfish, I tend to get mad about stupid stuff, and when I'm in a bad mood I'm rude to almost everyone.
Have any celebrity crushes?
Just a few: Paul Walker, Vin Diesel, Enrique Iglesias, Taylor Lautner, and Ryan Sheckler.
List 1 thing you wish you could change about yourself:
I would mostly change things appearance wise.
Any tattoos or piercings?
I have my cartilage done, that's about it.
What's the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?
Usually the eyes and smile.
What personality traits do you look for in a partner?
Someone who wants to go somewhere in life, someone who truly cares about me and makes me feel special. I already found him. :)
What personality traits do you dislike in other people?
When people have potential and they don't even try. Oh and of course, liars.
Are you mostly a clean or messy person?
Mostly clean!
Do you see yourself getting married in the next 5 years?
Yeah, I actually do for once.
If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
Probably Florida, it's beautiful.
If you could visit anywhere in the world, where would you go?
I would have to say either Australia or somewhere like California or New York.
List 5 goals on your life's to-do list:
1. Go to college.
2. Get a good job.
3. Get married.
4. Have children.
5. Be happy.
Name 1 regret you have:
I don't have regrets because I feel like if I changed anything about my life, I might not be who I am today.
Name 1 thing you miss about being a kid:
The simple things. The hardest decisions I had were things like which crayon I wanted to color with or whether I wanted cheese crackers or cheetos.
Name 1 thing you love about being an adult:
I like being able to do what I want, for the most part.
What's your favorite song of the moment?
I would have to say Bring it Back by Travis Porter.
What's your favorite song of all time?
I have a lot of those. Hm, just throwing one out there, Work It by Missy Elliott.
What's your favorite thing to do on a Saturday night?
Spend time with Justin. :)
What's your favorite thing to do on a Sunday afternoon?
I like sleeping on Sundays and hanging out with Justin. :)
Have any hidden talents?
Nah, not really.
You're about to walk the green mile, what do you have as your last meal?
As much as I love food, I have to pick three meals.
1. Home cooked: Pork Chop and Macaroni and Cheese.
2. Japanese: Steak and Rice (with white sauce).
3. Home cooked: Potato Soup with Sausage.
What would be your dream job?
Probably being a psychiatrist for adolescents but I couldn't go to school for that long.
Which would you rather have, 100 million dollars or true love?
True love. :)
If you could have 3 wishes granted, what would they be?
To grow taller, to get a black Range Rover Sport Edition and to have 100 more wishes.
Ever wish you were born the opposite sex? If so, why?
Yeah, sometimes when it's that time of the month.
Name 1 thing not many people know about you:
I really really really like to eat.
If you HAD to change your name, what would you change it to?
Probably to my middle name Paige, or either Lexie.
Do you believe in the afterlife?
I believe in Heaven and Hell.
On the topic of abortion, how do you feel about cookies?
Cookies are really good unless Justin makes them. ;)
Facebook status of the day: "Yes I would die for you baby, but you won't do the same."
Sunday, January 2, 2011
December 31 - January 2, 2011
I spent the weekend at Justin's house while my parents went to the beach. It was wonderful. :)
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